Lessons Learnt

Anyone who has read anything I wrote knows that I rarely blog what is on my mind, but generally digest and then dissect what I see around me. I am fairly disappointed with the state of friendship in today's society, there seems to be an increasing level of "territorialism" being applied in this area of life. For what point? For what gain? Absolutely nothing. I just lost 2 girls I consider worthwhile friends in the longterm, simply because both parties are to immature to see why there is value or reasons in knowing both. One girl trains to the utmost and is exceedingly disciplined, my masculine side respects and enjoys that, the other is more relaxed and arty. Both connections appeal to my psyche. Yet the insecurities that are in their own minds twist the reality and reason behind the wishes to connection. In an ideal World all parties could have coffee, 1 to 1, 1 to 2, it would not matter. It makes me pained to have this experience over and over...